Self Portrait

"You don't understand what it's like to be surrounded by all of the girls who can eat everything and do everything, and they're perfect. 

They never have to think twice about calories or how they'll look in their plus sized dresses.

I just want to wake up and wear whatever I feel like wearing 'cause it all fits and looks good. 

But instead I am powerless to the sausages that double as my arms. You have no idea how hard I'm trying. I'm really trying."